How to getaway

I feel dizzy, when the world won't stop spinning. WDF is going on? Sometimes i wonder if everyone else feels the way i feel. Like, does everyone else go through what i go through? I guess some questions are left unanswered. 

Ups and downs, i guess it can't get any better. I feel like i'm walking in circles, everyday same sh**. 

Deja vu? i don't know but i can feel it, like i have been here before and i keep making the same mistakes. 

I know you can relate to this. Everyone gets so stressed, depressed and tired of something. Most times, I just feel the need to get away. If i had my way i'll just take a cab to the airport and hop on the next plane that is going to a destination extremely far from everything. I guess thats not possible, well... yet!

But i do getaway when i feel like it and these are the steps.

1. Make a playlist

2. Plugin in your headphones (to an ipod or laptop/phone).

3. relax.

4. make sure the volume is turned up.

5. press play.

Close your eyes and open your mind. 

See you in space astronaut. Konichiwa.

6.55AM

6.55am.
STATUS
Cant sleep
Drowning in these deep thoughts.
Caution: Life guard off duty.

I don't even know if it is too early or too late. Am i up too early or up too late? 0_o
Anyways.
Over here thinking...
Home sick for a place i have never been, I just have this feeling there's something missing somewhere.There's something i'm supposed to do that i have not done and if i get it... I'll be good.

By the way, school is being a b***h lately. As always.

i=I guweess i'mmnM SLeepy nOWWWWWWW. Good Night astronauts. Rather, Good Morning.

Miss-take (Poem)

Forgetting miss-take,
cuz she hurt me,
she's ice cream cold,
she desert me.
My friends are couples on facebook, looking lovely,
i'm over on the sidelines like a sub,
coach, pick me.
Is it the benz or the gucci?
rice or the suchi?
anything you want,
i'll give it.
cuz you're the best i ever had,
but i got over you like college, baby i'm a grad!

Should i write a memo?
or watch jay leno,
damn, sad. What is on the menu?
but i can't eat. Deep.
i fell in love,
i was knee..... deep.
damn! i thought she never lied, hips.
but she did? and she's a bleep!
quick,
get a band aid, put it on my chest,
Davy Jones locker,
shawty's so heartless.
Now, i'm a monster, like lockness,
cuz she could care less,
and i was careless,
got addicted to her, like r les,

Is it the benz or the gucci?

rice or the suchi?

anything you want,

i'll give it.

cuz you're the best i ever had,

but i got over you like college, baby i'm a grad!

Not a merry Christmas

How's it going Astronauts?
My Christmas is nothing special and i'm not surprised at all. I barely have special days, even my birthdays suck. Not many people on this planet understand this but I'm sure y'all astronauts can relate to this.

I don't get it, like i'm supposed to get gifts and shit? and that'll make me happy? Fuck material happiness yo. When i'm not happy within, how can i be happy on the outside?

I had a conversation with my Father this morning he told me, he knew i wasn't happy, he said to pray and everything would be fine. I'm really looking forward to a better year next year cuz 2010 sucked. Although alot was accomplished but still....

I'll try and go out to tonight and i hope i do cuz it's 12.38PM and Christmas is not diferent from every other day.


Have a nice one astronauts.
OVER & OUT!

The "FRIEND ZONE"

Damn damn damn! Damn i hate the "friend zone" . It's like detention for life.

For those of you that don't know what the "FRIEND ZONE" is, well.. It's a place that girls keep guys they just what to be friends with. "I like you alot tho but it'll be cool if we just stay friends" 0_o WDF!!! That sucks especially if it's someone you really like. Ladies gotta give us guys a chance sometimes, maybe 3-4 chances.

There are two types of friend zones:
A. Doomed for life.
B. Half friend zone.

B is easy, let me rush thru it, B is she/ he still hits you up once in a while, you guys go on dates but you dont even get a kiss. Maybe a peck (sometimes without contact)

Now...

A. DOOMED FOR LIFE!!! It's protected with titanium metal and laser beams, there is no escape once you are in that zone. Ok you know how you have phone contracts and sh**, well.. this friend zone has limited minutes and limited texting with a phone that you have to call an operator first. I wouldn't like to be there myself but Astronauts, but i bare good news.

I BE HE, THE FIRST ASTRONAUT TO BREAK THIS HERE BARRIER * Old American accent*

One thing i know about ladies is, they analyze the guys they keep out to of friend zone with time. I've stayed in a friend zone for about 200000 years  (equivalent to 2months, d o that math) and i'm finally out. I know right? fu**** tubular!

Oh! I stopped talking to her, that's how i got out! Are you disappointed? What did you expect? We had sex and sh**? nah! thats only in the movies or if you happen to be there when she's high.
( that was a joke people).

There's no hope in this zone yo, but i heard a rumor a longtime ago, about a girl that put a guy in the friend zone by mistake and later on, she realized he wasn't went to be there,so she brought him out...

Astronauts, i happen to be that boy.

According to research:

• If she/he thinks of you as a brother/sister, you're probably in the friend zone.
• Acting like a doormat is a surefire way to remain "just friends."
• Avoid the situation by turning the tables and being the first to say you only want to be friends

Tips on getting out to the friend zone:
1. Give her/him space.
2. Don't bore them the fcu*** if you hve a conversation.
3. Show them you care but dont put it all out there yo!
4. My fingers hurt from typing this. lol.

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Music is...

Music is free,
It can't be locked up,
U tryna hate music,
U gotta be fucked up.

Music is my life,
Music is the air dat I breathe,
Listening to music,
Is like a sign,
To show dat I live.

Come money,
Come friends,
Music is ma baby,
Ima listen when she talks,
Feel her pain,
Sing with her,
N she'll do d same.

She might not last long,
Probably four minutes,
After dat, ima replay,
Cuz I care, n I mean it.

They say when music hits u feel no pain,
Cuz of d love,
It heals he soul,
It heals d heart,
Nothing can take us apart.

Always.